Is this cured with a shot?

Life is my ball of confusion.  I like to bounce in on the ceiling, it comes back faster though, naturally. 

where am i today?

I’m sitting in class, trying to define love so when he asks me for the definition again, I will be able to answer.  A long time ago, I dumbed it down:

 what it is to love, for those who have failed to be blessed by it, is no more than living your life to the bea of anothers heart.  falling in love is tearing down your walls to salvage that beat long enought to live.

i’m not really sure if I could make it anymore understable than that.   That is waht it is to me.  and so, to love him.  I am willing to crawl around every obsticle, including our past, to keep him close.  it is his beat, that gave mine a reason to stay so steady- and at moments race.  His tounge boils my mind, and rage is commonly there.  But we fight to stop fighting, to get back to right where we were… and wherever that really is, is where we belong.  I believe that.  Life may tear us apart and bring us back together at a whim.  no matter who holds his hand at the end of the day, I will always be hoping to.  reguardless of whom he looks at, I think deep down, he’ll always look for me in their eyes.  that’s love.

when a person gives you reason.  when a person helps you see a purpose.  when one inspires you to create.  to question.  to wonder and inspire others to do just the same.  when one touches your life in such a way, that you’ll never be the same, and would have never been that happy just to say “goodnight, i love you”.  3 simple words, words that make the world spin on its axis, slightly crooked, but perfect. 

how do you define love?

do you think it’s possible to be in love with more than one?

i’m a firm believer in, ‘you can’t fall out of something you fall into’
lust can often be confused.
love… can never be lost.  although, most get lost in it (hopefully you don’t get lost alone)

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.  BECAUSE LOVERS MADE IT THAT WAY.

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